Saturday, November 27, 2010

A Growing Dread and Discontent

What is this feeling? Discontentment

I now hate working and dread every kind of work and seem to despise corporate or even small business structures. Like, I just know none of it can be done right and none of it matters in the grand scheme of things. But what can I do? I'm a slave to my debt. I'm equipped to work. Yet it no longer seems to be in line with my purpose and no longer holds joy or challenge of any value.

Can we be content with year after year of work for a paycheck? Is that something God can instill in us while we go through what we must? What should we do about this vast incompleteness growing inside? Shouldn't I be more concerned about others around us rather than providing for our needs ... or perceived needs?